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Friday, January 29, 2010

Stepping toward stepping too far

[Ashley McGowen]
Ashley is quiet for a bit of the walk, as they move off of the park green and toward the part of the sidewalk that is instead lined with towers. It would be easy to misread her expression as a brooding one, really, possibly even irritable, but it seems that she's more trying to get her thoughts in order. Trying to figure out how to phrase things.

"I think we have different ideas about what a cabal means," she says finally, her voice lacking the bold assurance she displayed earlier in the park. "I only just met Izzy, and I barely know Corran. That's not...a definite no on either of them, but in the future, if I'm going to be prepared to help someone no matter what and die for them if necessary, then I want to know who they are."

A short pause. "That's what being in a Cabal means for me. I take it very seriously."

[Wharil Choc]
Wharil was silent for most of the way. He walked with his hands folded beside him, occasionally glancing over at Ashley, occasionally swelling with a waiting question that never gets asked. Mostly he walks, and waits.

"I know." He says when Ashley speaks. He doesn't interrupt her. "I know Its just...I don't know any other way. I mean, we need them to be organized just as much as they need to be organized. And...I...I don't know if I can do this and just leave people out in the cold like that."

[Ashley McGowen]
Ashley considers this: she doesn't need to tell him that -she- can do that, because it would be pointless, and it would set them at odds when they don't have to be. Do they have to be? It can't be for the better in -every- situation, certainly. And the pause draws longer than she intends it to while she weighs the pros and cons of inter-cabal dissent against past experience.

"It's not our responsibility to see that their needs are met," she says. "If we -give- people our protection and help when they haven't earned it, it's going to weaken us. And right now we can't afford that. If we leave someone out in the cold, they'll...well, at some point they'll be forced to act for themselves. It's better for them and better for us."

[Wharil Choc]
Strength through conflict. Through struggle. Through pain. He knew the concept. He lived with the idea of it for a little over a year. He was, in fact, living testament to its truth.

Ten men and women are kidnapped. Three survive. One goes mad. One ends his own life. And one....

"You're right. I'm...I'm sorry. This is my mistake. And...I don't know those two any more than you do. I could be putting us at risk. This is my mistake. I'll fix it."

A few casual, thoughtful steps before he speaks again.

"Last night I spoke on behalf of Gregor. I stepped into the roll of the messenger before I even had a right to do so. I'm being...pushed into this by events, yes. But by inner forces as well. I think...I think after we take care of the Marauder I'll need to take a step back."

[Ashley McGowen]
"You want to help and protect them. That's admirable," she says, shrugging when he apologizes. "It's just...not as beneficial for people in the long run as you'd think. And quite frankly trying to keep tabs on Enid is keeping me busy enough," she says, with a rueful smile.

And then he says he spoke for Gregor, and she looks sidelong at him again. A long, considering look and a pause. "Well, I was going to nominate you for it anyway," she says, "and I was going to say that maybe we shouldn't get ahead of ourselves with assuming roles, but I think we need to have -someone- who can speak for us in the meantime. Especially if we're calling ourselves a Cabal already. I mean, if Gregor has a problem with it, let him bring it up with you. And if you're worried that he won't, ask him."

[Wharil Choc]
"I'm worried..." He says slowly, eyes following their feet as they walked more than their route. "That I wrote that manifesto with myself already in mind. I'm worried that I've taken on so much already; with this investigation, with the Apprentices, with finding the marauder, and with this Cabal, that I'm starting to think..."

He doesn't finish it. Possibly, he can't bring himself to say it. Possibly he doesn't know what he thinks.

"Its Hubris. Or desperation. Or something. Either way its...unhealthy."

[Ashley McGowen]
"So what if you did? You had the idea, you brought people together. It's all right to want to feel recognized for the work you've put in. And to -say- that you want it and that you think you're the best person for the job, for fuck's sake. I'd rather hear that than deal with someone who feels underappreciated." Despite the phrasing, her tone doesn't sound irritated, and in fact approaches reassuring.

And then, upon considering his statement further, she looks over at him again. Recognition that he also, perhaps, does not want to have to feel responsible for being the voice for everyone else, and rememberance of what Kage said: Be careful with him. He takes on a lot of responsibility. "Unless you don't want it. It's fine to say that too. Dylan burned himself out."

She runs the ball of her thumb absently over the corner of the book in her pocket, listening to the pages zip. "And don't worry so much. I think you can trust those of us you've gathered to speak our minds."

[Wharil Choc]
He thinks on this keenly, eyebrows knitting together and lips pressing tightly the way he does. He shakes his head.

"You should have seen them last night. Half of them were too afraid to think clearly, the other half too angry, for whatever reason. If someone hadn't..." He stops. Swallows. "If I hadn't started talking, it could have ended very badly.

"I'm...I'm Albireo. Or going to be. This is...ambassador shit is what I'm supposed to do. I just...yeah. I think I need to re-evaluate. And i think i'll need to take a break for a little while."

[Ashley McGowen]
She nods, once to his acknowledgment that he stopped things from going badly last night, and once to his statement that he's Albireo. That explains a lot of things. "What sort of break?" she asks, glancing over at him. "Stepping back from the investigation, or just from negotiating?"

A short pause, and then another glance. "Are you okay?"

[Wharil Choc]
"Neither. Gotta follow it all through. And once we're organized i we have to establish links with other Chantries."

He looks up finally, and his face grows into the usual bright smile.

"I'm fine. Just a bit frayed around the edges. A little weekend getaway and I'll be right as rain."

[Ashley McGowen]
"That's a good idea. I have a lot of contacts in Boston, I could probably get a pretty solid network started with them. I'm sure other people have old friends they can bank on too."

He says he's all right, and she nods again, taking that statement for what it is. "All right. I'll try to take a more active hand in getting that document finished, too. Might help."

[Wharil Choc]
"And this brings up the need for...some kind of procedure for evaluating new members. Maybe some kind of probationary work at the Chantry, but not specifically within the cabal? And...an oath. Your word has got to mean something."

[Ashley McGowen]
Ashley gives a thoughtful nod to this. "Probationary work and maybe a vote from the cabal's members. Won't do much good to bring in someone who only one person has had a lot of contact with, they should be able to work with everyone involved."

"As for an oath...I'll give it some thought. That and we'll want to establish consequences for breaching that oath, even if we hopefully won't have to use them." She bites absently at the inside of her cheek. "I'm thinking something as straightforward as agreeing to come to each other's aid, not to harm or influence each other with the Ars Mentis, don't deny each other magical advancement, and to keep each other informed of what we know about supernatural threats...those things should suffice. And maybe a three-strikes rule depending on the nature of the breach, if one happens."

[Wharil Choc]
"I agree. Sounds good to me."

He stops just then, finally coming to her building.

"Sorry, again. I'll try and keep down next time."

[Ashley McGowen]
Ashley stops in front of the door, turning to face him and shrugging the apology off. "Don't worry about it. I just wanted to make sure I was clear in my expectations. I'll...try and speak with them more. See if I can get to know them better."

She finds her keys and the chip to pass in front of the identification system, then glances up at him. "...I guess I'll see you around soon. Take care, and thanks for keeping me up to date about last night."

[Wharil Choc]
"No problem. Take Care, Ashley."

And a few cautious steps later, he finally turns and heads off in his own direction.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Older, Wiser, Same big mouth

[Wharil Choc]
((Totally Recylcing an Intro. Please don't hate me for it.))

It was called The Cloud Gate, and for obvious reason. As Emily approached the huge, reflective art piece, she might have fallen into the same disorienting spell that most people did. There in the distance stood a huge drop of mercury reflecting, from even such a great distance, the world around her. The sky, the ground, and the profile of the city in between them.

On clear days this wasn't a problem. On clear warm days the bean-shaped metal mirror called like a lighthouse, blazing brightly so that there was no doubt as to what was over there. On clouded days like this one, however, it stood a little too clearly, and the world danced in that spot, only getting worse the closer you got, as if you were walking into the sky itself. Only the people around gave it context and realism, and even they were made surreal.

A towering father walks with several tiny children.

A jogger, immune to the cold, wavers and jitters as she passes by.

And a certain ruddy skinned man stands underneath as if waiting for someone, his black wool coat lending a single dark reflection to the underside of the bean. A single black cloud in the inverted sky.

((http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/thumb/c/c1/Cloud_Gate_%28The_Bean%29_from_east%27.jpg/800px-Cloud_Gate_%28The_Bean%29_from_east%27.jpg))

[Wharil Choc]
((EE! Just ignore all references to people named Emily! *proof-read-fail!*
))

[Ashley McGowen]
Ashley has chosen to obey the letter of Wharil's advice a few weeks ago, if not the spirit. She's sitting on a bench near the bean-shaped sculpture, reading quietly, oblivious to the fact that it's cold and occasionally glancing up at the sky for hints of falling snow.

Well, at least it isn't her apartment.

The pale woman is wrapped in a black wool coat that, at present, seems slightly too big, swallowing her narrow shoulders and the lower part of her face. Shaggy dark hair does what it wants to, which, at present, means that a few tufts are blowing over her face. She looks as though she's in her late twenties - a graduate student, one might suspect, crazy enough to try to do some reading in between classes while outside in a Chicago winter.

Suspicions would be correct.

[Corran Witchbourne]
*Corran was walking down the way. Dressed today in jeans, a medium green button up shirt and over it a normal sedate black leather jacket that hangs to aboout mid theigh. His hair was dark, skin pale and his eyes bright. Something about him even dressed so mundanely screamed 'witch' to those that looked on him.

At his side trotted a truely massive cat. A gray and black tabby Maine Coon, with a fluffy tail. The thing was bigger than most 'lap dogs' and looked right at home at Corran's side*

[Izzy Hargreaves]
Izzy wanders slowly round, obviously not in any hurry to get anywhere soon. she stands out even without her normal cyber-goth hairdo, huge headphones or the goggles. she's still strikingly tall when anyone wanders past. her blue and black hair is in a ponytail to keep it off her face and she's muffled up in scarf and trench again and has even put a jumper on. she has bluey-purple thick-rimmed glasses
she pauses in front of the piece and narrows her eyes and she looks like she's trying to make sense of it. she gives up after a minute and flops down on a bench and looks up at the sky and rummages in her army-surplus bag

[Wharil Choc]
He was a bit of stillness in the milling crowd. Stillness in that he wasn't churning about with the wandering masses, but anyone who came close enough would see his jittering leg and fumbling hands. His head shifts in one direction, toward the benches. In another, following something among the crowd, and yet another, much more distant to a man walking his...pet cat.

Eventually he moves, and the bronze and black reflection moves with him, travelling along and growing stumpier and smaller the further away from the Cloud Gate that he goes. It doesn't disappear, however. Only shrinks to the size of an ant, that now stands near another ant with blue and black hair.

"Hi." Wharil says. He's not just standing there, but introducing himself, a hand jutted out to shake already. "I'm Wharil. We met last night. And...spoke on the phone earlier."

[Corran Witchbourne]
*As he approacched the statue his brows went up as he glanced at it and then the people around it. A slight smile crossed his face and he raised a hand to wave .* Hey guys. *The cat looked around and staid more or less by Corran's legs*

[Izzy Hargreaves]
Izzy looks up and smiles, it's a friendly smile and when she shakes his hand it's a firm and warm handshake. she likes Wharil from what she's seen "hi, Wharil. good to see you again" there's a slight pause as she tries to say his name right, her accent comes out nicely and she sounds cheerful.

[Ashley McGowen]
After a few more minutes, Ashley shuts the book and wipes a hand down the front of her face, leaving it sitting in her lap. Then, folding an arm behind her head and letting both feet come to rest on top of the bench, she glances up and watches the sky.

Which is quite gray, made slightly ominous with coming snow, and so it doesn't hold her interest for long. Her gaze eventually drifts over to the structure, watching the dots move over its surface. They eventually come to rest on three dots in particular, squinting as she tries to make them out and then raises herself on her elbows, glancing around the park for them.

[Corran Witchbourne]
*Corran looked to the cat, who looked up to him, the Witch shrugged and tried again* Earth to Ashley. Come in Ashley.

[Wharil Choc]
((Alright, seems there might be some spacial confusion. Lets establish that Ashley and Corran are at one bench, and Izzy and Wharil are at another. Will attempt to bring it all together now.))

[Wharil Choc]
"Yeah, you too." Wharil responds. His handshake is firm, and his smile a genuine one. Its everything about him that seems to be a bit uneasy. Just a bit jittery, much like he was last night.

"Uh, I see a couple friends of mine over there. Why don't you let me introduce you."

[Izzy Hargreaves]
she stands up and swings her bag back on "sure, always good to meet new people." she smiles back and looks around or these friends

[Ashley McGowen]
Corran is suddenly behind her, and he can see Ashley jump the moment he starts talking. It's an easy thing, for her to miss people approaching. She catches his reflection in the sculpture, though, before she sits up and turns to face him, after that jolt of muscles and the small shudder that follows.

"...Corran. Hi," she says, glancing up at the Verbena. "You surprised me."

[Corran Witchbourne]
Sorry about that. I'd said Hey. You must be deep in thought. How's it going?

*O.P. The cat lept up onto the back of the bench and leaned out to sniff at Ashley's hair. Corran lifted a hand to softly stroke over the big ol things fur*

[Ashley McGowen]
"It's going," is the rather brief response that he gets, as she glances at the cat when it hops up to sniff at her hair. She doesn't reach out to pet the animal or the like; Corran's told her it's his familiar, which would put any such behavior distinctly in the 'rude and invasive' category.

After a few seconds she remembers to ask, "How are you?"

[Wharil Choc]
The two head over, Wharil occasionally checking over his shoulder to make sure Izzy was following. He came to a stop near the bench.

"Hey guys, this is...Uh.."

And turns back to her.

"It was Izzy, right?"

[Corran Witchbourne]
Doing ok. Been walkin' mundane a bit since that hubub at the house.

*Then Wharil came up and Corran offered the man and his brightly hued friend a smile. His brows raised and he offered Izzy a hand* Nice to meet you. I'm Corran. This.. *he nodded to the big ol Maine Coon* is O.P.

[Izzy Hargreaves]
Izzy keeps up easilly and smiles whenever he looks back. when he stops she comes up next to him "yeah that's right" she half salutes to the two people and the cat "Hi, good to meet you..uh all three of you" her voice is quiet but confident and she grins and holds a hand out near the cat to see it's response.

[Izzy Hargreaves]
*shakes his hand then holds it out to the cat

[Corran Witchbourne]
*The cat reaches up and gives Izzy a high five*

[Ashley McGowen]
Ashley's attention is turned toward Wharil, who she thought she spotted in the Gate's reflection, and she gives the Euthanatos a quick smile as she rises to greet Izzy. She extends her hand to shake, tucking her book away in the oversized (and slightly overstuffed) pocket of her coat.

"Nice to meet you, Izzy. I'm Ashley."

[Izzy Hargreaves]
Izzy shake's the cat's hand too, gently, not seeming to think it odd at all then dusts her hand off and shakes Ashley's and smiles

[Wharil Choc]
"So!" Wharil says as if transitioning to a new and uncomfortable topic. There's a bit of an impish grin on his face as his eyes wonder between the two. The three, including the cat.

"You guys do anything last night?"

[Ashley McGowen]
Ashley frowns, trying to recall exactly what she did, and then recalls that several hours just sort of slipped away outside her notice. "No, nothing really," she tells Wharil, with a shrug, making note of the grin on his face.

"...Why, did something else happen?"

[Corran Witchbourne]
*Corran smiled and stroked O.P.s back* I was in the air last night. *A slight motion with his other hand gesturing to the Chicago skyline*

[Izzy Hargreaves]
Izzy raises an eyebrow and glances between the 3 of them then focusing on Wharil "we had an..interesting evening"

[Wharil Choc]
"Oh nothing much." He says, flashing the grin to Izzy this time. "Just caught up on some paperwork and caught a few drinks with a couple technocratic agents. They wanted to make a deal with 'Us'". Wharil punctuates the word 'Us' with air quotes.

"Only, as you can probably guess, I didn't recognize half the people in the room. That's where I met Izzy though. And a kid named Owen. I think he's with the singers."

[Corran Witchbourne]
*The cat's ears fold back at that and he looks up to Corran. Corran scrinched behind his ears. Then speaks softly* A .... 'deal'?

[Izzy Hargreaves]
Izzy opens her mouth as though she's going to say something then thinks better of it and smiles

[Ashley McGowen]
Ashley looks, for a few seconds, as though she doesn't really have anything she -could- say to that. Her jaw hangs slightly open as she attempts to process this, working past the two kneejerk emotional reactions: anger and fear, in favor of considering what 'a deal' means.

Finally her jaw shuts again with a sharp click. "I hope you didn't take them up on it," she tells Wharil, frowning. "Any deal they make with us is going to be temporary. We can't trust them." And then, belatedly, "I know Owen, he was at the house."

[Wharil Choc]
"Yeah." He says to Corran. "They want us to stop looking for the Nameless Crow and...whatever Corrupters are in the city. They also want us to let them know what we're doing. At all times. So they can keep track of us, I guess."

And then to Ashley. "Yeah, he mentioned that. And don't worry, I haven't agreed to anything. I know better than that. Mind you, it wasn't exactly easy given a few of our other guests and the mood in the room." Another glance to izzy, this time a knowing 'can you believe that?' "But I think I at least managed to learn a little bit while I could."

[Corran Witchbourne]
*He looked non pulsed* And what do we get out of the deal? *The cat snorted and mumbled something rude*

[Izzy Hargreaves]
Izzy returns the look and grins "I bet Locke is going to be annoyed he's missing all this, he would have been interested. but yeah the room was rather tense, I'm surprised no-one started anything"

[Ashley McGowen]
"We don't get hunted down by a bunch of entitled fucks who think they have a right to police us, I'm guessing," Ashley says, looking sidelong at Corran. Her anger is nearly a palpable thing; the Hermetic folds her arms and frowns down at the sidewalk while she considers the new information. Seething quietly.

"What did you pick up, Wharil?"

[Corran Witchbourne]
Ahh.. My people have been hunted for 100s of years. Pardon me if I don't line up and hoop jump just because the hunters offer to be nice.

Still. The Accordance war is over. It's not like they're actively out there trying to hunt us down any more. It's counter productive and unprofitable. *he smirked a touch at that but looked to Wharil to see what he picked up. Information was always good*

[Wharil Choc]
He nods to Ashly. "Yeah, We don't get shot in our sleep. Awful generous of them, don't you think? There was something they were trying to keep from me. Something about the Nameless Crow. Now they say that they can contain him, but i don't think that's what they're after. I can't confirm it but my guess is they want try and control him. One of the guys referred to us as 'walking weapons'. And even if they are after the Crow, I think their best idea is...whatever their version of Gilgul is. Which..." He shakes his head violently here, with conviction. "...Is not what he deserves."

"There's...also been more Nephandic activity in the city, and they obviously want 'Us' to stay out of it. That said, they don't know enough to actually do anything, and were trying to press us for information. They also don't know enough about us. They bulshited their way through a couple threats, acted like they knew our identities. But they also wanted us to provide them with information of what we're doing. If I had to guess I'd say they don't have enough resources for it, basically. We can hardly keep track of the awakened in the city. They're likely spread too thin as it is. Things have been quiet until recently. We're not high on their list of priorities just yet.

"Which, yeah, I have to agree with you on, Corran. If they can't afford to keep track of us on their own, I doubt they'll be hunting us down. But they are active, and there is a risk that we might get caught in the crossfire between them and the nephandi."

[Corran Witchbourne]
Ahhhh *he nodded and pondered it* Ok.. this might sound a bit mercenary of me... but if they want to take out the nephandi.. and want us to stay out of it.... and the Nephandi are going to fight back... So it's... Black hats vs Devil lovers... *he motioned with a hand. The cat spoke up* "Why not let the bastards fight each other"

[Izzy Hargreaves]
izzy butts in "they don't know as much as they want us to think almost certainly. London is one of the worst places for techno presence because they have hundreds of cameras all the time but even there they can't know everything."

[Corran Witchbourne]
to Ashley McGowen, Izzy Hargreaves, Wharil Choc
((Cat's acccent is New Englander, thick))

[Ashley McGowen]
"-No one- deserves to have his Will taken away from him." This, said with finality and no small degree of heat: if her prior statements hadn't made it clear where Ashley stood on letting the Technocrats handle Dylan, this does.

To the rest, she just listens in silence. "The War wouldn't be over if the cost to hunt us all down weren't too high," she reminds Corran. "As it is...yeah, Wharil is right. They probably want as much as they can threaten us into giving. My guess is that if they can find a way to get rid of us -and- everything else in the city, like if that comes up, they'll do it too. My only objection to letting them handle the Nephandi is that -we- need to know what happened at the chantry and continue looking into it ourselves to know whether we need to watch for any more trouble."

[Wharil Choc]
Wharil's brows furrowed as the cat spoke up. Not surprised, but still not exactly comfortable with that sort of thing.

"I...Can't say I completely disagree with you, O.P. I guess the question to ask is: Who's form of justice is better or more important at the moment. What happened last night was...a random sampling. They just happened to dupe the first few awakened that walked by. Now I was at home working my ass off. My avatar was driving me up the wall trying to keep me busy. I acted against that, and wound up there. My point is, we could ride this whole thing out. Remain under their radar and not even become a target for them. But what happens when their standard of 'evildoer' shifts from 'Devil Worshiper' to simply 'Visible and present'?"

[Corran Witchbourne]
*Corran nods* Good point there Whar. But still... Nephandi are dangerous. Perhaps observation and catagorising for us, while the Black hat's shead tthe blood and sweat... Im not going to cry if they kill some Nephandi.

But you do have a point.

[Izzy Hargreaves]
"I don't agree with telling them where we are and what we do but the appearance of co-operation could perhaps swing things in our favour. I say apprearance because they may go back on their word after this, truces end quite often, and if so we don't want them to know too much."

[Corran Witchbourne]
*Corran nodded to Izzy, there were merits to not pissing off the guys with the BFGs*

[Ashley McGowen]
"I'm not going to let them dictate what I can do, even if they're hunting around," Ashley says, shaking her head. "I have no intention of keeping my head down or stopping my own investigations. They can come find me if they don't like it."

[Corran Witchbourne]
I think that's what Whar was saying, Ashley.. They 'may'. *Meaning, come find her if they don't like it* Seems we may need to factor in a little more stealth in our activitys. If for nothing else, than to CYA.

[Izzy Hargreaves]
Izzy has been looking thoughtful. "of course this could always be a good time to..umm..be creative with what we're doing. mislead them, set it up so that if they do break truce they don't latch straight on but chase ghosts for a bit.." a mischevious smile is hovering on her face threatening to be a full grin

[Wharil Choc]
He nods to Izzy. "I agree totally. But while we're at it there's something else I'd like to point out. At present..." He brings his hand up slowly, fingers up and circling first amongh the four there, and then further and wider, as if representing the entire city.

"There is no 'we'. And 'We' can't vouch for anyone, or bargain for anyone's safety if we can't account for one another's activity. Now you may think its fine and good to say what Joe-Bob Awakened does down the street has nothing to do with you, but in their eyes we're already lumped into one group. There's a distinction between Naphandi, Marauders, and just your everyday garden variety reality deviant, and that's comforting. But the last Marauders and Nephandi we've seen sprang up from among the ranks of the everyday garden-variety reality deviants. People some of us knew. People some of us thought we could trust. But we couldn't tell for sure because we were all too busy watching our own asses."

He pauses for a moment, and his eyes stop on Ashley. A cool, jittery nervousness to her hot, steady ire.

"We're forming a Cabal." He says, as if it were something that was already decided and not something that was still in the works. "And we're focusing our efforts on re-securing the Chantry, and protecting the awakened. That means anyone who does anything to bring the heat down on us will also be held accountable by us. Now we're not demanding that you join in or even that you help us. But I would insist that try banding together along your own lines, if you have to.

"If you want to form your own Chantry houses, fine. If you want to secure your own nodes, that's okay. We'll help if we can. But none of us can afford to ignore each other any longer."

[Ashley McGowen]
"And what -I'm- saying is I would rather they came and got me than cower in my apartment hoping I'll escape notice," Ashley says, eyes flashing at Corran. "If you let them tell you what to do, the War really is over and they did win."

And then she goes quiet, listening to Wharil's explanation, looking sidelong at him and nodding when he says that they are forming a Cabal and at his suggestions. "We're going to need to communicate with each other at the very least. Share information and provide a support network so that what happened to the Marauder is...at least somewhat preventable."

[Izzy Hargreaves]
Izzy is for once not smiling and she looks like the cold is finally reaching her because she shivers "I'll happily join. my mentor and my best friend have once again buggered off to more fun places leaving me.. I can do with anyone i can find. there are ways to prevent becoming nephandi if you're careful. but it is unfortunately sometimes as simple as opening the wrong book..." she shivers again

[Corran Witchbourne]
*He smiled softly to Ashley. He didn't exactly hide in the dark and he could agree with her conviction.* Who all is 'we' Wharil?

[Wharil Choc]
"Well there's Ashley and me. Of course. There's this guy named Gregor. He's...working with the Chantry's Guardian spirit as we speak. I have two other Tradition-mates in the city. They're almost a sure thing. And we have two Apprentices--Enid, who you know. Not sure if you know Emily. There's Kage, the Orphan."

He smiles, somewhat as izzy throws her hat in. "And Izzy, looks like." I've gotten in touch with Owen, but he was sort of...non-committed. And there was another woman there last night, but she left before i got to talk to her."

[Corran Witchbourne]
*Corran nodded* Well you can count me in conditionallly. I'll need to talk to my sister and all. I'm all for helping. Not sure about 'being held accountable by' though. *he grinnned a bit8

[Ashley McGowen]
Ashley looks like she might have a reply to Izzy, but then Wharil explains who he means by 'we,' and she stops, looking between the two of them. She's no longer full of the impassioned ire she spoke with earlier, about the Technocracy; her demeanor seems to have softened somewhat. "Wharil, we might want to..." And she pauses, breaking off, raising a hand to the back of her neck as she listens to the others talk.

[Corran Witchbourne]
*Corran's brow rose and he looked to Ashley. O.P. looked to her as well and flicked his poofty tail8

[Izzy Hargreaves]
"do we want to take this somewhere less public? we're kinda exposed here" she looks nervous

[Wharil Choc]
Ashley speaks up and he has an idea of what she was going to say. His hand works the back of his neck and his lips press into a line.

"Maybe. Maybe we should...Reconvene?"

Eyes once again rising, checking with Ashley.

[Ashley McGowen]
Ashley meets his eyes, frowns, and then says, "We don't have to. Just...maybe we should talk at some point. Soon." The Hermetic drops her hands into her pockets, closing one hand around the book and oddly feeling somewhat reassured.

"I wouldn't worry," she adds to Izzy, with a smirk. "There's nowhere around here for them to hide a camera."

[Corran Witchbourne]
*Corran raised a brow and reached up to scratch at his jaw a bit*

[Izzy Hargreaves]
"there is still scrying though" she raises an eyebrow. "just a bit jumpy suddenly"

[Wharil Choc]
"Don't let your fear get the best of you." Wharil says, suddenly lacking his previous fervor and conviction. Not to mention his previous verbosity. His head raises now, looking to Izzy, then to Corran.

"But i guess we shouldn't ignore it so boldly either. I think this has gone on long enough for a random encounter. Let me give you two my number. In case we need to get in touch."

He fumbles through his pockets, pulling out a pocket-size journal and does just that, tearing off a half page for each of them with the letters 'W.C' and his number on it.

[Corran Witchbourne]
*Corran took it and looked it over. Showing it to the cat and then slipping it into his jacket. Pulling out a few cards with rubberband around them. he pulled a few out and offered them around.

[Ashley McGowen]
Ashley looks over at Wharil while he hands out his cards, still silent. Giving both Corran and Izzy a polite nod, and reaching into her own coat pocket to hand Izzy one of her cards too - Corran received one some time ago. "Here's mine," she says. "Just my cell phone, but you can get a hold of me there if you need to."

And she realizes, ruefully, that she's going to need to scratch the business phone off of all of these, a procedure which is decidedly embarrassing. Or make new cards.

[Wharil Choc]
"So..." Wharil says, rising up onto his toes and rolling back down onto his heels. "I'm glad we had this talk. Glad I got to meet you, Izzy. Sort of a...do-over. Better circumstances, that kinda thing."

He flashes her a smile, one that pales into a look of sorrow as he slowly turns to Ashley again, and offers: "Walk you home?"

[Ashley McGowen]
"Nice to meet you, Izzy," she says, giving the blue-haired girl a wave.

Then she looks back at Wharil, turning to her with the sort of expression that suggests that he just heard his grandmother is dead, and gives him a nod. And as reassuring a glance as she can manage. "Sure."

[Izzy Hargreaves]
Iz takes the numbers " i'll text you, phone you or email contact details, whichever is appropriate"

[Ashley McGowen]
Ashley gives Izzy a nod. "All right, thanks. Feel free to get in touch with me." And, extending her hand again for a parting handshake, she makes her way around the Cloud Gate and off to the north.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Maybe leave the talking to me?

[sharp dressed man]
There's a restaurant on the Mile that's been getting some exceptionally good reviews lately. It's been there for years, but lately they seem to have decided on a new advertising campaign: those who read the paper or frequent local sites see their ads; small slips of paper have been left on the windshields of cars, tucked neatly beneath the wipers. As they're driving or riding the bus, or even walking around on the streets, there's a sort of urge to go up and visit the Mile and check the place out.

And, in walking by it, the place evokes an intense interest. Quiet music plays through the speakers outside, drawing people in; the music is difficult to pin down. Familiar, and yet nothing like one has heard before.

Inside, the place is comfortably modern. The furniture is angular, in blacks, whites, and dark reds and browns – vivid, but not stark and unwelcoming. It's quiet, calm – the sort of place one might bring a business associate or a friend, but is lively enough to accommodate a larger group. Though, it seems, too rowdy a crowd might be politely asked to leave.

And it does, in fact, look expensive. But what's the harm in going in and getting a drink, after all?

The hostess, a young collegiate woman with blond highlights, turns a bright smile to anyone who walks in.

[Owen]
The place looks expensive, and the young man that walks in at some point, shaking snow out of the collar of a worn leather jacket doesn't exactly fit the clientele that they're perhaps trying to attract. Not that he looks cheap, by any means, but he's working class, clearly. It's there in the age of the jeans he wears, in the old sneakers and the lack of gloves in this in-climate weather.

The hostess turns a smile on him, but she doesn't get one in return, because the young man has already moved away to perch himself a touch uncertainly at the bar. He's young, couldn't be much older than twenty-three if he's that and he'll likely be carded if he orders anything stronger than a soda.

He doesn't though.

He puts an order in for something that might pass for a Scotch and soda without closer inspection and leans his elbows on the bar, shoulders slightly hunched. The aura is leave me be, but the expression is just melancholy, as if all his troubles began and ended in much of what was being consumed around him.

[Wharil Choc]
Blacks. Whites. Dar Reds. The music calls to him from the sidewalk. He'd been at home, working out the kinks in a plan and drafting a certain form of constitution and following up on what he thought might be a lead all simultaneously.

The Atman was at it again. The limestone and jade snake was writhing up and down, up and down, and round and round and round in ever widening, ever loosening circles. It made his hands shake. It made his hands tremble. Made his legs shake. Made him jittery. Unfocused. Useless. Sometimes, he'd told someone just this afternoon. You have to put your foot down. Remain the one in control.

He'd gone out for a smoke. It turned into a walk. And before he even realized it the music was calling to him from the sidewalk. Wharil felt about his coat for his wallet. It was light. Too light for this place. But...maybe one drink wouldn't hurt.

[Izzy Hargreaves]
Izzy is tall at about 6ft 3, slightly curvy with a pretty face which has a semi smile threatening to burst into a grin. She wears thick rimmed glasses and she has long dark hair with bright blue streaks running through which is swept up into a ponytail. She’s got a long leather trench coat and a big chunky long scarf to keep out the cold but underneath she’s dressed in a fairly skinny black long sleeved top and some dark purple combats. She looks like she’s in her early 20s.
She walks in like someone who knows they’ll get in and can’t imagine being asked to leave. She looks around, smiles to the nice blonde woman and after a brief pause heads to the bar to get a drink, if anyone is in earshot it’s Jack and coke. While there she’s still glancing round incase she sees anyone she recognises.

[Kaya Talayesva]
Kaya was hoping to have out with Jon, but at the last minute, he got called to work. She had found one of the slips in her truck windshield. It had somehow peeked her interest, so she decided to check it out. She made her way to the Mile, and parked. As she got out, she looked around and found Storm sitting up on power lines.

It was the first day of the Spring Semester at U of C, so she decided to wear her traditional native Hopi clothing for her students to see. And this was what she was still wearing when she arrived. Entering, she requested a table for one.

[K. R. Jakes]
This. K. R. Jakes: does not stand out in a crowd. Her hair is red; her eyes are dark. Her clothes are, today, practical, sedate. Her coat is the only touch of flamboyance. There is something about the way it sweeps: pulp fiction action heroine (nothing good happens to them) or silver screen irradiance, shadow and not-shadow, snow in the folds. Her hair? is messy, falling out of [ordered] its upsweep into a mess of girlish waves, snowflakes caught catched [blood on the snow].

"Because," she says, wry and amused, and she is talking into her cellphone: "I am not a jackass. And I am not from your Hollywood inner circle of sin. I'm going to -- " and she was walking to her car, see. The black truck parked somewhere aways a way, because parking in a city is always murder, especially in winter, especially in Chicago, and that's when the music catches at her. The name is familiar. " -- celebrate my newfound solvency, huh?" Also, was that a woman wearing traditional native Hopi clothing? This place could be interesting.

Owen's in. Izzy is in. Kaya is in. Kage is opening the door, and the hostess will have a little line.

[Gregor]
...There is an alleyway across the street, stretched wide enough to allow two bodies, shoulder to shoulder, to walk down comfortably whilst avoiding the garbage. The alley is known for it's dumping grounds, where dumpsters line the sides and the excess of the restaurants attempting to compete with the 'New Fad' in town across from them, are dumped each night. These days, the piles were growing less and less. People were intrigued and no amount of cajoling or coercing from the Hosts standing outside in the falling snows could prompt them to visit other fair.

Tonight, across the street was the place to be.

So perhaps he was a little confused. A little wrapped up in the half-mind that wanted to go over and try to talk his way past the hostess, a vagabond with no social card to warrant even approaching such places before. A vagrant with years of experience avoiding such patronage. A Street beggar with a sudden case of anxiety, tucked far back in that alleyway with hollow sockets and staring eyes regarding the sign above the door, the speakers spitting music into the crowds.

...And outside, in the alley, glancing at the window, looking in.

"...What...?" He'd shaken his head a half-dozen times by now, trying to clear the sensation. To little avail.

[sharp dressed man]
Gregor finds that he can't quite rid himself of that urge to go in and have a look. It seems to be an accepting place, after all. There are different varieties of dress, and he can see a few people seated who look like college students - though none that look quite as tattered as he does. People waiting in the doorway clear him a path so that he can come in if he wants to.

A nice line forms near the door. The magi are not the only ones entering the restaurant: there seem to be quite a few people waiting. They step up and give their names.

And, one by one, are approached by a young man or a woman who offers to take them to their table.

They are ushered past crowded tables toward a separate room in the back - not shut off by doors, but clearly sequined off from the rest of the restaurant. It appears to be there for a small party, perhaps a reunion or an office meeting over dinner. They're encouraged to sit at the table, of course - where there are two men already seated. One in his forties, with dark hair and a beard kept trimmed close to his face. The other a much younger man in his twenties, with brown hair, friendly brown eyes and a shag cut. A round, smiling face. Neither are dressed in suits or the like, just slacks and buttondown shirts, untucked. Business partners out for the evening, apparently.

[Gregor]
Dice Rolled:[ 7 d10 ] 3, 4, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 (Success x 3 at target 6)
to sharp dressed man
(Perception 4 + Awareness 3. Diff 6)

[sharp dressed man]
to Gregor
Gregor catches the feel of resonance here. Something friendly, inviting, and almost warm in feel.

[Izzy Hargreaves]
when Izzy is approached she smiles and nods her head slightly in silent agreement and follows to the table, if she's confised she doesn't show it but she does look slightly amused. she sits down and raises her glass slightly to the 2 men in turn. she simply says "Good evening" and settles in, taking her coat, scarf and bag off while still keeping an eye out for people she knows.

[Owen]
Dice Rolled:[ 5 d10 ] 1, 5, 6, 6, 7 (Success x 3 at target 4)
[Perception + Alert, -2 Diff Acute Senses: EH?]

[Gregor]
He scrubbed at his face, feeling the beginnings of stubble hiding just below the surface. Another day and it's be growing again but the shave that morning had...been...why again? Ahh yes. The same reason he was here today. The flyer. The pull. He'd even opted for one of the cleaner jackets, a long piece thrown out for the tears on the inside seams, the wear under one of the arms and along the cuffs. A quick pass with the sewing needle and thread had done wonders to dealing with these issues and the wear of the jacket took care of the rest.

He paced around inside the alleyway, adjust the collar and sleeves of the jacket, trying to dispel the nagging discomfort whilst his gaze rode the edge of perceptions well outside the human norm. He frowned. Confused. Mixed up and-

"Damn it." A quiet whisper followed in the wake of the other Mages as they filed in one by one by one. This couldn't be coincidence. He was beginning to lean heavily into the idea of power convergence when it came to the Alters. Moreso for the problems it inevitably brought up.

So Gregor, a little more cleaned up then usual, pushes out of the alleyway and crosses the street, hurrying as traffic picks up. He pushes over the curb and hesitates only marginally as the blonde hostess is greeting and greeted and allows him access with little to no trouble.

He enters, still frowning.

[Kaya Talayesva]
Kaya follows with a light smile on her lips. Being gestured into a room sequistered from the rest of the resturant did make her a touch confused, even more so when she joins Izzy at the same table. But she just shrugged a bit to herself, figuring that's how busy the place was. She pulled off her coat, and, more than likely, stood out like a sore thumb.

A pleasant smile was given to Izzy. "Good evening."

[sharp dressed man]
to Owen
Both men are armed. Their weapons aren't carried on them at the moment, but they both have jackets draped over their chairs, hung in such a way that he can see the outline of a pistol beneath the younger man's jacket. And, out of the corner of his eye when he turns his head once, he can see a few people watching the small procession of magi from a table near the door.

[Owen]
Owen shifts his attention to the young woman that approaches him at the bar, and tells him there's a table ready for him in the back. Interesting, considering I didn't ask for one, the Chorister silently notes and studies the young waitress' face for a moment until he realizes he's not so much studying as staring at her, as if he didn't understand her.

He collects his drink and his jacket and rises, gesturing that he'll follow in her stead with a slight smile borne of hesitation, or perhaps a life spent without people and the social niceties they brought. He notes as he goes the table near the door; eyes upon him and the others being shown through, though he keeps it to his peripherals. Counts them.

Interesting.

His brows lift as he's shown to the room, his eyes, a very dark blue, slip over the others and his discomfort with the numbers shows. "...hello." He says, low-voiced and oddly gentle. He hasn't missed the two men's jackets, he notes them as he navigates to a corner of the table; the subtle bunching of fabric pulled taunt suggestive of a weapon stowed in it.

He stiffens, and doesn't sit.
Not yet.

[Wharil Choc]
"Well...." Wharil says as he enters last and sees the collection arranged. His eye goes from face to face, an eyebrow raising at Kage, and a curious, if slightly suspicious look to the others. He steps in properly, taking off his coat and folding it over the back of a chair before sitting down.

"This happened to me before once. I was invited to a party and didn't know it. Only that time I missed the part and found the invitation in the mail a week later."

[K. R. Jakes]
The room is secluded (but not cut off). The restaurant is crowded (cacophony of people). This doesn't cause her to raise her eyebrows. This separate room; this one table. At least, no: not yet. The redhaired woman had been courteous (her cellphone, off) to the hostess, courteous to whoever lead her on back, and she was still courteous now, when she slipped her coat off, folded it over her arm. "What everybody else said, I suppose. Introductions?" This is a restaurant. Gregor, however. Gregor gets both eyebrows lifting, and a quizzical look (what's wrong, oh no, something's wrong).

[sharp dressed man]
The hostess looks at Gregor for a moment as though she's just seen a cockroach climb out from under one of the plates in back. But after a moment's hesitation, that practiced smile comes back into place. "...You can follow me back, sir."

The older man soon joins his companion in beaming a bright smile at the gathered, and he stands to greet them. "Sorry I couldn't send out any invitations," he tells Wharil, his voice the sort of pleasant, warm baritone that naturally relaxes other people. "I was afraid you wouldn't show up."

He waits until they are all present and seated, giving Gregor a nod as he too files in. And then he gives Kage a nod when she asks for introductions. "Operative James Carlan," he says, "and this is my associate, Operative Travis Kulesza." And before anyone can panic he holds up his hands. Placating. "You can call me Jim. Feel free to order whatever you'd like here, it's on my tab."

[sharp dressed man]
((Posting order from now on, just to clarify real quick, is Sharp Dressed Man, Owen, Wharil, Izzy, Kaya, Kage, Gregor.))

[Owen]
Everyone might be sitting aside from the young Chorister, whose fingernails are stained with the earth he works with on a daily basis; all year round. It's amazing he hasn't lost them to frostbite yet, digging around in frozen dirt like that. He clasps the back of the chair provided for him to sit in with one hand; his attention briefly on Kage, then back to the men.

He shifts his weight.
He seems to be growing cagier by the second.

"Why?" He manages to get out quietly. "What's the reason we're here?"

[Wharil Choc]
Wharil's lips tense. He stares at the two men anew, more suspicious of them now than of anyone else. Owen asks at least one of the questions that he wanted to know himself. He also wanted to know where the exits were, and how close to them he could get before they tazed him, tagged him, and dragged him back to their 24-hour cerebral dry cleaner.

Wharil dragged a hand through his hair. He was really looking forward to a drink. He wouldn't drink a thing in front of these two, however.

[Izzy Hargreaves]
izzy smiled and raised her drink to Kaya when she sat down and said hello then watched, still looking vaguely amused, as everyone else came over.
when the older man speaks she tilts her head and narrows her eyes as though she's trying to place him or weigh him up. her eyes widen slughtly with an eyebrow going up at the mention of operatives. she glances between the others then back to the 2 men, not saying anything yet since they seem to have it covered. she just sips her drink quietly.

[Kaya Talayesva]
The title 'operative' causes Kaya to tense greatly. Slowly she gets up, and grabs her coat. "I think I'll just eat at McDonald's." And starts to leave.

[sharp dressed man]
Dice Rolled:[ 7 d10 ] 1, 5, 5, 5, 8, 10, 10 (Success x 2 at target 7)
to sharp dressed man
[Jogging Carlan's memory for Kaya. Intelligence + Alertness.]

[K. R. Jakes]
Her eyebrows draw together for a second [contemplative], and she drops her jacket over the back of a (her) chair. Owen asks the obvious question. The same question she would've asked, next. Kage doesn't have the same reaction that the others all seem to -- she watches Kaya get up, a touch of concern in [inscrutable, dream-dark] eyes, and it is still courtesy, courtesy, courtesy:

"How mysterious. I hope it will be a pleasure to meet you, Jim? Travis? I'm Kage. And I'd also like to know why and what you have in mind. As well as what's good here."

The stereotype is this: wary, suspicious, paranoid.
The truth is this: wary, suspicious, paranoid.

Kage? glances at a menu.

[Gregor]
Gregor's hands are wrapped around the table's edge. Of all those present, he seems the least clued in to that word. 'Operative'. There is a distinct flash of eyes reaching toward the various faces that line the table, his chair held with the bare minimal relax, muscles bunching beneath the overcoat that clings to his framework. His features, dour and serious, shift from body to body, face to face and finally end up on Kage's. Most known. Most readable-

Courtesy

...and he finally settles completely into the chair beneath him, his gaze lifting to regard the pair of operatives. One of the wait staff arrives with a pitcher of water and some glasses, setting them on the table with professional care and then departs. Gregor leans forward to take up the glass and set it infront of him, the pitcher plucked up without a word or mention from the older fellow.

[sharp dressed man]
As Kaya gets up to go and leave, Carlan's gaze rakes over the woman for a moment, and whatever he sees makes his smile falter for only a second or two. Then it's back on his face. "I think it would be better if you stay to hear me out," he says, his voice easy. "No one is going to be harmed here, and I'd like to work together past any former disagreements. Please sit."

There is a little shuffling at one of the tables outside the room.

"Nice to meet you, Kage," he adds, with another nod toward the orphan. Travis gives her a wave. "And everyone else, of course."

And then, when the waiter arrives with a pitcher of water, he sits again. Carlan and Kulesza both appear to have started in on a drink or two: an amber liquid poured over ice. "If you've been paying attention to current events at all lately, the reason for the visit shouldn't surprise you. Marauders and Nephandi worry us too."

[Owen]
The dark-haired Chorister is frowning, hard, at both of the Operatives.

While his presence is by no means uncomfortable, there was an edge of something to the boy that made you want to be on guard around him. Perhaps it was the leather jacket [gang member?] or the dirty fingernails [grease monkey?] or it could have just been the spark of something withering, something intense and fixated and somehow -- corrosive. It fit; it always did fit with him.

He seems to be having trouble catching and holding anyone's eye though, his keep flitting away to the side, or glancing at the drink in his hand. "I'd be more comfortable sitting here if you weren't both carrying arms in your jackets." A muscle ticks in Owen's jaw, but he sits, very slowly. He doesn't sound overly happy about the weapons [who would?] but then, he doesn't sound like he's about to jump either man and wrestle them over the menus, either.

[Wharil Choc]
Dice Rolled:[ 3 d10 ] 2, 4, 9 (Success x 1 at target 5)
"Huh." Wharil says at that point. Under the table his leg shook, making an occasional thump-thump-thump sound underneath the table. Above, though. He was placid. Aloof. And maybe a little bit condescending.

"I wasn't aware you guys made the distinction. Or maybe this isn't the first time you've been slumming it with the obscenely unnaturals. No, that's not the word. What is it? Anomalies? No. Deviants. Right?"

[Izzy Hargreaves]
Izzy looks interested rather than amused although the smile is still there but it looks more friendly, she's used to this kind of tension..well almost.

[Kaya Talayesva]
Kaya stops, and closes her eyes, her hand coming up to rest on the small pouch that hung around her neck. She turned around slowly and her eyes fell on Jim. "I will listen, but one wrong move, and I swear you will find out what the afterlife is truly like." She moved back to her seat, hanging her coat on the back, and sat down. Past experience has taught her not to drink the water, or order any food. Damn it all, she wished Jon was here.

[K. R. Jakes]
The Orphan slants a frown (brief) toward Owen. Then toward Wharil. Then toward the operatives. The frown isn't there by the time Kaya speaks her piece, hot on the heels of Wharil's remark. Wharil, she knows Wharil, and she knows Gregor, and both Izzy and Owen are as mysterious to Kage as Jim and Travis, and they're all, from her perspective, equally separate from her.

"Let's not debate philosophy," she says, careful and quiet, the righthand corner of her mouth touched by a smile, and this is to Kaya. Or Wharil. Or everybody. "Or be too disingenuous?" Not looking at the menu, now. "The visit is still a surprise. What would you like to touch base on?"

[K. R. Jakes]
The last you, clearly for Travis and Jim again, of course!

[Gregor]
The Mention of guns. The measure of tensions. The rising animosity between the two obvious factions in the room. There is a distinguishing and growing level of discontent amongst each and every body present, shaped and reflected in features and frames with varying reactions. Gregor slides his gaze down to the table and pulls his glass of water infront of him, eying the liquid without reaching for a sip.

Mouth opens. Breath sucks in. About to say something, without looking at anyone. Then, a better thought. A better judgment. Sighing. Listening.

[sharp dressed man]
"And I'd be happier if you all weren't walking weapons, but there you go," Carlan says to Owen, taking the sting out of the words with a wide grin and a sip of the whiskey he has on the table. Kaya just gets a nod, and he lifts his glass in her direction, simultaneously acknowledging and dismissing the threat.

"As for the rest...yes, we do acknowledge a difference. It's like...grapefruits and lemons...no no, that's a terrible metaphor. But the point stands." Carlan shuffles his rocks glass back and forth between his hands over the tablecloth as Kage again asks the purpose for the visit. "We don't blame you for what happened, and I'm sure you acknowledge that they are both dangerous to the Masses."

Kulesza is still silent, sipping his glass and watching the others through brown eyes that are not in the slightest bit fogged with drink. Carlan continues. "I'm sure you can also see why your own involvement is dangerous. We handle these things professionally, and with things being as chaotic as they are, you might hurt someone without meaning to. Get caught in the crossfire yourselves, or confuse my personnel. Obviously, I'd like to help you avoid all of that."

[Gregor]
Dice Rolled:[ 7 d10 ] 3, 4, 4, 5, 5, 7, 8 (Success x 2 at target 6)
(Perception 4 + Awareness 3: Diff 6)

[sharp dressed man]
to Gregor
Kulesza does seem to have some sort of magical effect active.

[Owen]
The boy isn't quite scowling, but his brows are still knit in deep thought, or perhaps it is simply his expression of choice. The brood-some fellow, he crosses his arms over his chest, and retains his silence. He is, apparently, listening to what they have to say, at the very least.

[Wharil Choc]
He tightens his lips into an unhappy but accepting line, and raises a relenting hand up toward Kage, and another to their two hosts.

Both hands get laid flat on the table. Wharil relegates to listening rather than speaking.

At least, for a little while.

"So you're asking us instead to...sit back. Let the big boys handle it?"

[Izzy Hargreaves]
Iz looks between Wharil and the 2 men with her head tilted and still looking interested. "i appreciate that this is probably premature but are you just suggesting a temporary truce until this is worked out?" her voice is even and quite soft, definite english accent there with only a hint of American, she looks and sounds curious rather than accusing or hostile.

[Kaya Talayesva]
Kaya shook her head. "Look, I don't know about any of this. I just moved here recently. So I am not to blame for whatever the hell happened." She was still very tense, her eyes never leaving the 2 men.

[K. R. Jakes]
(skip me, guys! having server-trouble, kage isn't going to say anything else this round anyway.)

[Gregor]
...And Gregor's attention drifts away from the standing Carlan to the silent Kulesza, gaze and demeanor separating from the conversation. His attention remains fixed, intently so, hands wrapping around the glass of water, the gloves and jacket remaining on, the mirrors stitched into the backs of either glove reflecting the situation in miniature tension.

He'd wait until Kulesza felt his gaze or happened to glance in his direction, before narrowing his eyes briefly and clenching his jaw. A deep breath flooded into his system and followed smoothly by a slow exhale past thinned lips.

"...If this is supposed to be...neutral?" A quick glance around the room to see if he had the right word "Then you won't mind if I keep an eye on things?" Something suggestive there. Not simply mundane measure. His head cants toward Kulesza slightly.

"I get the feeling it'd...even things out."

[sharp dressed man]
Carlan looks at Wharil and considers, and then Izzy asks whether he's proposing a truce. He smiles again, nodding in the direction of the young woman with the blue hair. "A truce is a good way of putting it. I'd like to minimize risk to the Masses, and of course it's much easier to -hold- a truce if we don't have to worry about any surprises from all of you."

Then both sets of eyes flick to Gregor. "I'd rather you didn't," Kulesza says. "I took some precautions before coming in, but I think it would confuse things here if there were effects flying around. If we wanted to harm you, we would have."

"Thank you, Travis," Carlan says, though the furrow between his brows was steadily growing the longer the younger man kept talking. "...The point is that yes, we would prefer it if you were to stand back and let us handle this. It's for your safety and ours, and the city's, most importantly."

[Izzy Hargreaves]
((Izzy remains quiet but watchful for the remainder of the "chat" and at the end or if there is violence will try to duck out quietly. no offense to anyone but she doesn't really know any of them. but she will agree to a truce of others do too. I'm gona go crash, g'night))

[Owen]
Owen reaches for his glass, which has been sitting, sweating, for several minutes now. He draws it to his lips, and then hesitates when the Operatives inform them -- well, okay. Something decidedly dark flickers through the young man's eyes, then settles.

He quells the urge to get up and just leave.
Just go.
Door's right there, who's to stop him if there really is some truce at play?

"I wasn't here for this." He adds, omitting exactly when he did get here, and who he is. They haven't pressed, he hasn't offered. "But I'd like to hear why you think you can handle this better than those who clearly," his eyes shift over the others quickly, astutely. "already have been."

[Wharil Choc]
"Woah." He says, turning to Izzy. "A truce suggests present aggression. And at present we're not even close to being aggressive, nor do we plan to." And then back to the operatives.

"I think its important to make that distinction, don't you?"

It would have also been important to make the distinction that there was an 'us', though not to the two men. They obviously already thought in terms of us and them. The rest of them there were undoubtedly thinking of 'me' and 'everybody else.'

There was more, of course. The tightness in his lips and jaws said so. But Owen's question was one that needed answering. Wharil looks to Kage, and then to Gregor, and then to the other faces he didn't recognize, two already washing their hands of the matter.

Why, Mr. Choc. Is that frustration twinkling in your eye?

[Kaya Talayesva]
Kaya held up a hand in frustration, as if dismissing the two men. "First off, I don't know what the hell is going on. Second, if something is going on, I am sure we are more than capable of handling it ourselves than you. I know that from experience. And third, even if we all agree to this.. venture, and it is handled, what then? Will the .... corporation you represent leave Chicago entirely? Or do we then need to watch our backs since I am more than sure you have cameras in here, and have taken all our pictures, and starting assessing us." She folds her arms with a smirk. "Well?"

[K. R. Jakes]
ooc: and skip me one more time!

[Gregor]
...Gregor lays his hands on the table and pushes up. He freezes half-way through the motion, regarding the table cloth. He completes the motion of standing slower this time, as if he didn't want the abruptness of it to interrupt the gathering. It isn't until the others have begun to pull themselves together and turn their animosity on the two 'Operatives' that Gregor steps back from the table.

A helpless sort of smile (Wounded/Scared) is thrown at Kage, before he pulls away from the chair and the table. He glances at Wharil, steps taking him toward the man, where he offers him a hand to shake. A promise as much as a good bye in that gesture. His smile for the Euthanatos is grim but resolute.

Then he's moving toward the door without another word.

[sharp dressed man]
"Need I remind you that you had your chance to handle it, and stop those of your own number from going mad with their own power. That chance has been lost." Carlan's voice hasn't lost any of its warmth - even chiding, he manages to sound kind, like a father reminding a child of its failures and ignored responsibilities. He glances at Owen, brushing a lock of hair back off to the side, his jaw set firm. "Moreover, we have resources and intelligence that you do not, have a vested interest in the city's people that I have yet to see any deviant display, and protocols in place to assuage their safety."

"I also have no intention of being aggressive, as previously stated. Nor does my associate." He looks toward Kaya, bemused at her latter questions.

Gregor gets up to move toward the door, and Carlan and Kulesza both half-rise to their feet before settling again. "Sir. I'd like you to remain until we can all depart together," Carlan says. "...That said, I have little else to say. I'd simply like your agreement and understanding."

[Owen]
"I understand you," the Chorister says in his quiet manner, voice grim. He doesn't look at Gregor as he rises; he only has eyes for the two Operatives, or rather, their lapels. "But I'm not in the habit of agreeing to things that I don't actually, well," there's a tiny expression of mirth, of a deep-seated belief [faith] that what he's saying is true.

"Believe in."

[Wharil Choc]
Wharil takes his eyes off the negotiators only long enough to shake Gregor's hand with both of his. An unhappy frown tells him 'please don't go' but with a shaking leg and worried eyes that say 'save yourself' at the same time.

The same look is passed to Kage as well, even though she still made no move to leave, and then passed over Kaya and Owen in turn. Ignorance was a weakness. Disorder. Their cards were set plain on the table for everyone to see.

"Obviously." Wharil starts again. "Theres a misunderstanding. And at the risk of insulting you or your...organization, your intelligence is faulty. The people that you see here aren't the people that you would have seen a year ago. Perhaps not even a month ago. As they've admitted they don't even know the circumstances, much less the current situation. Hell, we hardly know each other."

Again, his eyes wander around the table, but mostly at the two faces he didn't recognize, and the two faces he didn't exactly trust.

"I, on the other hand can speak for my organization. The events leading up to this point were..." His chest swells, his shoulders tense as he tries to come up with a diplomatic term.

"...Fucked up, since we're meeting over drinks. Fucked up beyond repair. But, being a varied group, we don't have the luxury of getting trigger happy the first time someone freaks us out. Sort of the pot calling the kettle black, y'know?"

"Now lets stop dicking around. This is either a negotiation or a threat. Now I like you guys." Said flatly. Unconvincing. "I like your style. Want the name of your tailor. So I'm gonna tell myself that its a negotiation."

He looks around now, stretching his neck to look beyond and toward Gregor, wondering if he'd turn back. "Are we...not allowed to leave then? Am I to understand we're being held here against our will? Not very good negotiating tactics. Not very convincing neutral ground."

Wharil reaches for the pitcher of water and pours himself a glass finally. Under the table his leg still shakes. Above, he is still placid, if a bit resigned.

"My associate isn't good with public interactions. As a member of our organization I...I speak on his behalf."

"So there's what you want. For us to remain uninvolved. For us to 'stand back.' You should know its not that simple. Can we talk this out? Exchange certain assurances, perhaps?"

[Kaya Talayesva]
She looked as Gregor tried to leave, and he too was stopped. Now she was curious to what would happen if someone did try to leave. Her attention turned back to Jim and the quiet one beside him. She listened intently to Wharil. His arguements were sound.

"Personally, I want nothing to do with this. Or with you. Well, make that, -especially- with you. Now, from my understanding, something really shitty has happened. And it's so bad that you want to intervene. Maybe you think you can handle it better than us. But you really haven't given us a chance to remedy this situation ourselves. But, if we are doing this by vote? Guess what. I vote no. I will not agree to this truce or negotiation, or even if this is a threat. From what I see here, and my experiences with your organization, we are more than capable of handling this ourselves, and still able to remove you from the city."

[K. R. Jakes]
The red-haired (Orphan) woman has listened to the conversation now for a little while without saying anything. Her attention has switched from man to man to woman back to one of the men and thence to Kaya again. They've built up an image, the Technocracy: this slick, untouchable image, and it scares people like Traditionalists (and Orphan mages, too). Conventionalists. The war is over: but is it -- really? How do you end a war like that? What do you do?

She hasn't been saying anything, but she's been thinking quite a lot of things. We don't blame you, they say, and you had your chance, and her eyes tarnish [no brightness, no gleam, no luminaries], and her pulse flickers like a star about to gutter (or explode). Otherwise, well -- whatever she is, she is assured, collected, woman who is poised no matter (almost) what. When Gregor stands, she looks after him seriously.

Wharil talks, a lot. Most of what he says, if not exactly how he says it, she is on the same page with. Owen, she's on that page, too. Kaya, though: Kaya makes her eyebrows draw together, makes her gesture [careless elegance] toward her water, for an instant. All this time, Jim and Travis have referred to you. Have shaped the mages around this table into an entity (deviance [weapons]). This didn't bother her. This wasn't a thorn, catching her wrist. This wasn't a papercut on her thumb. Kaya says we, and that threat, and Kage clears her throat.

"You don't sound like you're seeing very much here except your past experiences. And, well. I'm talking not just talking to the pretty lady. I'm listening, and I do understand, and I also really appreciate the head's up. You guys are on it: thank you. But how many deviants do you hang with? The city is just something that people made; it's the people who are important. And if there are a couple of people here who don't want to have this conversation, why would you like them to stay?" Because she doesn't understand it.

But she doesn't like meetings, either. Better to get people one on one.

[Gregor]
Gregor remains in the doorway threshold, regarding the Dining collective as Wharil speaks, eyes regarding the...Sleepers? was that the name they'd referred to them as? Appropriate if condescending. He sighs as Wharil pushes at the operatives and puts something in Gregor's head at the same time: Are we not allowed to leave?

Gregor pulls back from the curtain and the outside, turning slowly to regard the pair of 'Suits', his features gone from grim to grave, a vague pallor climbing into his features, fingers flexing around the leather and felt of either glove, mirrors catching low light reflections.

"...I..." He starts, just in after Kage, gaze flitting to the young Orphan, then back to the Operatives. "I think neutral ground is necessary. This feels too..." A beat. Hesitation. Eyes around the house.

"...So many of us and we obviously don't know each other enough. Feels more like we've been herded into a pen and you're not helping that by telling me what you'd like. You did this wrong. You did this poor. You make me nervous and I don't like it. I want to leave and you should...you should talk to those who want...who can talk to you without letting things get in the way. Then they can talk to the rest of us when we're ready to listen."

Another pause, next words a low sort of dismissal.

"...Not like this. Not like fish, not like barrels."

[sharp dressed man]
Carlan and Kulesza are both attentive while Wharil speaks. Relaxed. They both sip their drinks; Kulesza drains his first and frowns at it for a moment, rattling the ice about before looking back up at the Euthanatos.

"My reluctance to let you leave," Carlan says, with a glance in Gregor's direction, "has less to do with a desire to -force- you to stay and much more with the recognition that this is tenuous ground. I would prefer to have all of you in front of me until we depart." He makes a broad gesture to the other magi in the room, and the implication is clear: they outnumber the two of them.

Then he pauses. Sets his glass down. And he folds his hands on top of the table in front of him and seems to be giving the other man's words some thought. "If you would be willing to compare intel and keep me updated on your movements - all of your movements, for the duration of this operation - then I think we would be well informed enough to work together temporarily."

Kaya gets an almost lazy glance. "And you, perhaps, might want to consult with your compatriots before you jump to conclusions about what has or hasn't been done here."

[K. R. Jakes]
Dice Rolled:[ 5 d10 ] 2, 2, 2, 5, 9 (Success x 1 at target 6)
[mrr? anything up?]

[Gregor]
Dice Rolled:[ 7 d10 ] 3, 5, 5, 8, 8, 9, 10 (Success x 4 at target 6)
(Perception 4 + Awareness 3: Diff. 6)

[Wharil Choc]
Dice Rolled:[ 8 d10 ] 1, 4, 5, 5, 6, 7, 9, 9 (Success x 3 at target 6)
Wharil sighed deeply and noticeably when Kaya spoke. He spared her any whithering looks or rolled eyes, however. Obviously annoyed, he only adjusts the position of his as-yet un-quaffed glass of water. They were talking. Actually negotiating. That was good. They were also afraid, they admitted, to let them out of their sight. That...could go either way.

"By 'this operation' are you referring solely to the Marauder's activity?"

[Perc 4 (Hidden) + Awareness 4 (emotions)]

[Owen]
Dice Rolled:[ 4 d10 ] 4, 7, 7, 8 (Success x 4 at target 4)
[Percept + Awareness, -2 Acute Senses]

[Kaya Talayesva]
Dice Rolled:[ 7 d10 ] 1, 1, 5, 6, 6, 9, 9 (Success x 2 at target 6)
((rolling: Where's Waldo?))

[sharp dressed man]
to Gregor, Owen, Wharil Choc
There is definitely something that Carlan is trying to conceal from them. They all notice it in different ways - his hands stiffen a little when he mentions the Marauder, or he speaks a little faster, or he tries to deflect their attention. Either way, there is something he's trying to cover up. They can draw the conclusion that there's a -reason- he doesn't want them working on this.

[sharp dressed man]
to K. R. Jakes, Kaya Talayesva
Carlan is definitely hiding something. There's something he's not telling them, or not being entirely upfront about, when it comes to the Marauder.

[Kaya Talayesva]
She frowned, shaking her head lightly. "Perhaps, if you told us everything, we might be a bit more...understanding. Don't you think so?"

[K. R. Jakes]
Her glance shades to something -- sympathetic [and wry] when Carlan answers her. Because Kage is a contemplative creature, and because she'd like to hear what their answer to Wharil's question is, she only listens -- only cants her head slightly to the side, gaze skimming over Owen, over Kaya [stop, for a second], back to the two men who didn't send out an invitation in case it wouldn't be answered. She takes a sip of her water.

[sharp dressed man]
"I'm referring to the containment of the Marauder and possible Nephandic entities as well," Carlan says, with a glance at Wharil.

Kulesza's eyes narrow at Kaya. "You aren't really in the sort of position where we -need- your understanding," he begins, and then Carlan raises a hand to cut him off. Silence, bad cop.

Carlan looks at her and continues to speak. "I don't think I have any information about this that you -don't- have, miss..." He pauses where he would normally say her name, and then gives a quick shrug. "I think, some of you having known the parties in question before they - converted? - you in fact have the advantage over me."

[Wharil Choc]
Kaya turns the tables now, and after a moment of contemplation Wharil seems to nod in agreement. They didn't know her name. Neither did they. But they knew that already.

"Right, lets bring everybody at the table up to speed then."

"There's a Marauder." He says, holding his hands out to his sides and speaking with the same simplified concern with which one would state 'There's a rat in the house.' For those of you that don't know that's a mage, one of us, that's gone crazy. Crazy like you've never seen before. Crazy and dangerous. To everyone. To reality itself. Now that Marauder, we believe was driven that way by a pair of Nephandi."

And here he turns to the other stranger, fresh-faced Owen. "That's...well a bit more complicated. Same sort of danger as marauders, but sane. Calculating."

And finally, back to the operatives.

"And recently quite dead. Hm. You mention containment." A pause, noticeable, in which Wharil's face turns serious and his eyes drink the two men in. Watching. Daring for them to flinch, twitch, or otherwise tip a hand.

"That's an expensive venture. Containment. You really have those kinds of resources?"

[Owen]
Owen has been making a quiet study of Carlan while he speaks; his midnight blue eyes on his hands when he mentions the Marauder, on his speech pattern, the way it ebbed and flowed; the way he caught and diverted attention. His eyes drift briefly to Kage when he finds himself the subject of study in return. The line in his brow smooths, and is she imagining that he gives her the tiniest of smiles?

Some half hooked corner of his mouth before he looks away, back to the floor; the glass.

The empty space in front of him where food should be.
His stomach rumbled.

"What sort of position are you suggesting she is, in?" Owen asks, quiet and menacing -- well, maybe just quiet and not-quite-pleased. Then Wharil speaks up, and tells him a few things he already knows, but he looks at the man as if he appreciates being included, none the less.

[Kaya Talayesva]
"Nephandi are demonic sources. Whether they are mage or not, doesn't really matter. But they can be even more dangerous than mauraders sometimes."

She sighed. "No, I never was in any position for anything, was I? And since clearly I have no involvement in this matter, why do you continue to persist that I stay? Oh wait, let me guess. Your thugs still can't find my file, can they? And that won't happen, I promise you."

[sharp dressed man]
"The sort of position where it would be much more mutually beneficial to work together with us," Carlan says, looking sidelong at Owen. Still with the warm tones: smooth, attempting to deflect and reassure. Perhaps even somewhat understanding - he knows why they feel threatened.

"Madam," he says, looking at Kaya with a strained expression, "I've explained why I wished for you to stay. But thank you for confirming your identity for me. I was slightly in doubt."

The operatives listen to Wharil's explanation, and at one point they glance toward each other, as though something has been confirmed. Carlan takes a moment to ask for another drink before he turns his attention back to Wharil. "We have the sorts of resources and procedures that would allow us to completely contain and neutralize high-class threats like these, yes," he says. "They aren't used often."

[Gregor]
...There is a sudden and sharp reaction, Gregor leaning forward. Stepping forward, head canted, eyes narrowed.

"...What procedures?"

[sharp dressed man]
"Procedures that neutralize deviant activity," Carlan says, unblinking.

[Wharil Choc]
Dice Rolled:[ 8 d10 ] 2, 2, 4, 4, 5, 8, 9, 9, 10, 10 (Success x 5 at target 6) Re-rolls: 2
[Perc + Awareness]

[Wharil Choc]
"Mm." Is all he says. An understanding sound. One that, coupled with the slight smile just showing at the corners of his lips.

"And the Nephandi? You undoubtedly have a plan to round up the rest of their number in the city. How can you assure us that our people won't get caught up in your investigation?"

[Kaya Talayesva]
Kaya shook her head and got up, coat in her arms after pulling it off the chair, and started out. "I'm leaving. And if I am followed, you will be sorry."

[sharp dressed man]
to Wharil Choc
He isn't attempting to deceive them there. If he's vague it's mostly because he isn't sure how to put it into terms they would understand and isn't prepared to elaborate because he isn't sure they'd like the idea of tearing out someone's Avatar.

[sharp dressed man]
"So long as we know where they are and know where they'll be moving," he tells Wharil, "I doubt there will be a problem. But I am going to have to leave it to the discretion of my people, unfortunately, if we don't have information available."

Kaya prepares herself to leave, and Carlan frowns at her for a few moments. The five people sitting at the table right outside the door stir for a moment. Then he says, "I think we're finished here, anyway, unless you have anything to add. I'm willing to leave you with my contact information so you can keep me updated on your movements."

[Wharil Choc]
Wharil looks up as Kaya stands and makes to leave and does so quite determined in fact. Quickly his eyes try to catch Gregor's at the door, and nods toward Kaya as she leaves. If there was danger out there she might need a hand, assuming Gregor was willing to lend one. And if not...She'd been invited to this party just like the rest of them. It'd pay to find out just who she was.

"That sounds fine to me. I'll have to talk to the rest of our group before I can give you an answer."

[Kaya Talayesva]
Kaya just looks at those at the who are noticably ready to move in. Her eyes narrow a bit. "Not caged in, huh?" she looked over her shoulder to Jim. "If you are as smart as you say, I'm sure you won't have a problem finding me. Just remember this, alot has happened in 10 years. Like a fine wine, only gets better with age. Maybe even....stronger?"

And with that, she continues on her way.

[K. R. Jakes]
Kage -- watches Kaya go; sits up straight this time. Stays wordless, though; closes her eyes for a moment (don't dream). Opens them, and words have found her. Brief glance, for Wharil, briefer glance, for Gregor -- or Gregor's back, when he disappears through the curtain after Kaya. "Well," she says, and reaches up, to press her palm against the back of her neck. So, okay, maybe only one word has found her.

[Gregor]
Gregor steps aside for Kaya to exit, catching Wharil's look with a flicker of a frown. His head shakes slowly, fists clenching, lips doing some odd dance that threatens words only to clap shut around the edge of discomfort in the room. He misses Kage's glance, turning instead to regard both the Operatives. The moment for more conversation and questions is-

"Whatever you're going to do...however...however you're going to do it? You're gonna get someone hurt." The frown deepens, jacket pulled closed and buttoned as quickly as he can.

"...Should have just left it alone." And he turns a nod toward Kage and Wharil, before vanishing out the curtain himself.

[sharp dressed man]
Carlan passes a business card to Wharil before he leaves, and hesitates with another in hand, ready to hand it to Kage or Owen if either of them want to take it. His eyes meet Gregor's and he just gives a slow shake of the head.

"Good night," the Operative calls after them, and then turns back to the table as his drink arrives.

[Owen]
Owen watches Kaya with mingled surprise and some degree of confusion -- there seemed to be an amazing amount of anger in that young woman, Hell, there was an awful lot of restrained anger in himself. He sits there, reaches for the card if it's offered his way and flips it over, scanning it with his eyes.

"Thanks." He says to the pair of Operatives, and rises to his feet, he shrugs his arms back into the sleeves of his old, worn jacket and doesn't glance at the others more than fleetingly, before he makes for the door; still as nameless as when he'd entered.

[K. R. Jakes]
"Hey," Kage says, to Wharil, once the rest flee. "I'll catch up with you." And she means it. She'd actually like to talk to him. "I'm going to order some food." She does take a business card -- why not?

[Wharil Choc]
Wharil glances at the card before sliding it into his pocket, then stands, unfolds his coat, and slides his arms in. He doesn't offer a parting salutation to the Operatives, and little more than a pointed look to Kage. Another one was leaving. He'd have to catch this one himself.

A hand falls tentatively on Owen's shoulder and his voice comes soft and tightly apprehensive. He doesn't stop him, only catches up close enough to touch, and then speak as they walk out together.

"Hey. Uh...I dunno. We should have a beer or something if you're up for it. Somewhere other than here of course."

[Owen]
The hand goes to fall on Owen's shoulder, but he's just a touch too edgy, or too aware perhaps, that Wharil -- that someone is behind him -- and he slips just shy of contact. He gives Wharil a good look at his expression though; that marked wary slash curious look on a youngish face that's handsome, but clearly constricted by something very real that is taking its toll on his interpersonal skills.

"I don't drink," he says quietly, somewhat apologetic, and then says, easier now with just the one. "But I'll come." There's a pronounced leap of silence, it stretches like melted taffy until Owen finally summons himself up to offer across a rough, worker's hand to shake. "Owen."

Monday, January 25, 2010

Scared of your own Shadow

[Emily Littleton] January is coming to a close, ushering out the days of Happy New Years and resolutions. Sweeping clean the doorstep of Winter, making room for the hope of early Spring. Soon, but not too soon, there would be talk of Groundhogs and other superstitions. Soon, but not too soon, she would begin lusting for warmer weather, tee-shirts, shorts, and sunburnt shoulders. Soon, they Chicagoan collective would begin imagining leaf shoots and flower buds on still dormant trees.

As it is, she has returned to campus with an aura of expectation, hope, a clarity of purpose known only to those who have (had) a map of where they are, where they were, and where they are going. University was a singular experience in Emily's life; such clarity she has not known before this loose grouping of years. She wears the mantle of a student well. Her messenger bag hangs across her body, moves as if it has been assumed into part of her being. She navigates the campus and near-campus with a preternatural understanding of here and there. It is Home, as close as any place has been to Home for her.

So she happens upon the meeting place without flourish or hesitation. She is carrying two paper cups, each with thin wisps of steam rising from their take-away lids. One hand is also precariously carrying a small paper bags, its edges tied up in the fingers that hold fast to the paper cup. In the bag is creamers, sugars and a swizzle stick for mixing. The contents of this hand -- bag, cup -- are offered to Wharil whenever he may part the veil of her seeming inattention and step out of the anonymity that cloaks him like a shadow in the minds of many.

"Hi there," she says, with a lighter sort of smile. Emily is unburdened, and the British tinge to her voice has receded somewhat. She is quieter, and sounds more American than he has heard her to date.

[Wharil Choc] There was something nostalgic about being on or near a college campus, even when it wasn't your own. There was something attractive about the idea of student life, even for one who had left it behind. Wharil was himself distracted by this thought. By the warm comfort that surrounded a person as they soaked knowledge from the very brick and mortar. The practical side of him knew, of course, that it didn't work like that. No matter where you went.

"Hey Emily." He says with his usual jubilant smile, accepting the cup and bag gingerly, so as not to burn himself or drop either. "You're...in a good mood."

[Emily Littleton] "I had a good weekend," she replied, settling in beside him -- near enough to talk, but not near enough to do anything more than that -- and wrapping her fingers around the paper take-away cup and its corrugated paper sleeve (to prevent those burnt fingers [insulator]). "I saw my Ai-ee," the Chinese word rolled off her tongue like any other fond endearment, leaving no hint that she was void in functional understanding of that language.

"I had some paying work to do, too," she added, which was always a plus in student life. Jobs that paid were few and far between for most. "And I spent some time with a good friend of mine in a city I miss."

So, she was away. Though Emily showed no signs of jet lag, and that readiness was not aided by any magical effects, so it was Wharil's guess where she might have been.

"How was your weekend?" Artfully turning the question around, Emily fixed Wharil with a curious gaze. Her eyes were a deep blue, flecked through with bits of grey, stormy, and in their own way intense at times. Today they were intensely curious, warm and friendly. Perhaps his jubilant smile was just contagious, because it touched her mouth and eyes too.

She sipped at her coffee and waited on his reply.

[Wharil Choc] The smile became a thought in the back of his mind as he worked on opening a peeking hole in the coffee cup through which he could apply a bit of sugar. A bit of cream.

"Not as exciting as yours. Got my hands dirty. Cleaning mostly. Entirely the opposite of glamorous as a matter of fact. But I did get to see a couple of old friends that I haven't seen in a while. What's an...Ai-ee?"

[Emily Littleton] She nodded when he mentioned that his weekend had been more about chores than adventure and excitement. Sometimes that was how the cookie crumbled. Emily had gotten a respite from the magely weirdness of her winter, Wharil had returned to mundanity of cleaning up (or so she imagined) and then he was asking after... well... Family.

"Ah, it means Auntie. For very loose definitions of Aunt." She said ahn't not ant, and for the first time the Britishisms slipped back in. Otherwise her accent was not tinged with that familiar note too much. "It's also used for non-familial relations, like friends of your mother or so. My Ai-ee is a friend's mother, who became a lot like my Chinese mum when we lived over-seas. She nags me about my marks, sends me red envelopes for New Year, makes me eat my vegetables and tells me to find a nice Chinese boy to settled down with."

Emily smirked a bit at this last, and playfully rolled her eyes. Then she sipped from her coffee and shrugged again. "If you move around enough, bits and pieces of other cultures stick to you, I guess. This is one of those many things that isn't American or British, but seems perfectly normal to me. Until someone asks after it."

[Wharil Choc] "Oh, I understand. I understand perfectly. Just wait until you meet your first Greek guru."

He gives a huff of laughter at that, taking the first sip of his coffee and shaking his head.

"Roman ships decked with Greek gods. There are certain truths that are simply universal. Like uh...Well, like the love of a mother, I guess. What about the journal? Any new entries?"

[Emily Littleton] Emily digs in her messenger bag for a moment, pulling out the red notebook with the Cubbies logo and handing it over to Wharil with very little fanfare. There are fewer notes this time, just two entries of note since she's seen him last, but at least one should pique the Euthanatos's interest. As before, they are dated. These are a little more verbose than before.

Malleability
Androgeny? Magic encompasses the ability not only to heal rends in flesh or breaks in bone, but also to change the fundamental nature of a thing: in this case gender. Though it creates a fundamental cognizant dilemma, it seems to be a rather complete transformation. Temporary and utterly reversible.

Visitation
Wind. I am trying to recall the other instances in which a precipitous feeling of moving air has presaged an unfamiliar or uncharacteristic choice or interaction. None so alarming as last night, though, when I heard voices and felt the presence of a ... something. ("Avatar", -JN) This other, a/my? Avatar, is displeased. Implied I should be learning more than words. Spoke in familiar voices, taken out of context -- Gregory, Cedric, Ling, Wharil, Jarod, me. Cold. Insistent. Restless.

She sips at her coffee, watching him out of the corner of her eye as he reads.

[Wharil Choc] Wharil reads casually at first, taking a second glance at a particular page while his other hand navigated the coffee cup toward his lips. He muttered a curious 'Hm' at a certain point, but eventually simply turned the page to the next entry.

The next entry, it seems, required both hands for him to read. And he read it twice. With the coffee cup hastily placed on the bench between them, Wharil fumbled about his pockets, finally finding a pen, uncapping, and adding his own notes to the page.

Where she had written Avatar he included what seemed like complicated scribbles (&+2310;&+2340;&+2381;&+2350;&+2344;&+2381;) and in more legible letters the word '&+256;tman' beside it. Wharil handed the book back to her.

"A little advanced, don't you think? The Malleability entry. You know why its reversible? Its cuz...no. No you're better off finding that one out yourself."

He inhales deeply, thoughtfully. The coffee has been completely forgotten now and his eyes seem to inspect Emily for a long time. And then he says:

"Excellent. Training your awareness like this, and your understanding of...everything, will pay off in the long run. For now though, Its time to move on."

[Emily Littleton] Emily twitched a little when Wharil lined out something in her notebook, scribbled something in the margins, didn't date or initial any of it. She would fix that, later, when he was not looking at her so intently. He would find his name restored on the page, with a notation. And a "W" and the date beside the odd letters he'd added. Emily was a bit fastidious about her documenation, especially in what she viewed as a laboratory notebook.

She tucked the notebook away again with a small nod. Looking at the messenger bag gave her a break from Wharil's intense dark eyes. And then she was looking back up at him with a curious expression.

"Move on, how?"

[Wharil Choc] "You've been contacted. By your Atman. Its...a part of yourself, a part of the universe, that is striving for...well, in a word: Ascendance. You're Atman obviously wants something. It will guide you to where you need to be and to what it needs you to become. So your next step is to find out what that is. And the best way to do that is to ask it."

[Emily Littleton] Emily's eyebrows inched up as Wharil spoke. Bit by bit they crept toward the top of her forehead. Incredulous. Displeased.

"I don't much like its tone," she said, just on this side of seriousness. Emily left out the part where she'd been left scared and sleepless by its late night version of a tete-a-tete. "And it talks to me, not the other way around. Or pushes when it wants me to do something and I'm not naturally inclined. I don't think we can just sit down and have a chat, one on one, if that's what you mean."

[Wharil Choc] There's that smile on his face again, but this time it seems a bit less jubilant, and a bit more amused. Condescendingly so, in fact.

"It takes a bit of effort for the Atman to contact you, especially if you haven't developed a proper connection with it just yet. And yes, it will push and insist, and sometimes even threaten if it goes too long without getting its way. Like I said, its a part of the universe. When you die it'll go off and find another soul in another time. You're awakening isn't just an awakening to magic. Its an awakening to the Atman's needs.

"And you're wrong. You can communicate with it. You must. Just as there'll come a time when you'll feel like you must work against it. But that...that's something I can't teach you. I can, however, teach you how to cast off the external and listen to where it's guiding you. It was hard for me at first to imagine it too, but it is possible."

[Emily Littleton] The look doesn't phase Emily anymore. She's grown used to the condescending laughter of a particular Verbena disciple, which grates along her nerve endings like sandpaper on some occasions. So a smirk? Well, yes, that's far more tolerable.

But something else does unsettle her. This talk of souls, of having something interfacing with her inviolate sense of self. The seat of her connection to some sort of divinity. That this rush of wind, this harsh voice, might preempt that. Emily sets her coffee aside, now, folds her arms across her middle, now, and bows her head thoughtfully.

"So the Atman is... like a leech, or a remora, or some other thing attached to another body for sustenance or purpose or survival? Does it choose indiscriminantly? What if my wants or needs are not in line with its? Who takes precedence now... you speak of its needs. Is Awakening entering into a life of servitude to this other?"

Such heavy questions, yet the fall like rain from her lips. Emily, who has never evidenced to Wharil any great proclivity for Faith, is ... concerned. Contemplative.

[Wharil Choc] "That's a really dark way of looking at it. Let me put it to you this way, and I warn you this is pretty much the dogma of my tradition so when this J.N. guy you write about tells you something completely different try not to get too confused."

He takes a breath, eyes finally moving away from her as he tries to gather his thoughts.

"You don't read Sanscrit, do you? This would be so much easier if I could just have you read it for yourself.

"Anyway, Its the basis of every creationist story. In the beginning there was nothing. Then there was something. Well, that first something was singular, unified, and stagnant. There was no room for life or creation or beauty. Then, at some point, unity became chaos and the universe that we know started taking shape. Little pieces of everything broke off and went out and did their own thing.

"They created sentience and will. They created matter and life and the space between the planets and the time it took for them to spin, and the energy they held and even the cycles in which they were created, destroyed, and created again. They formed reality as we know it, basically. And even some forms of reality that we still don't know.

"Now, your Atman is one of those pieces. Only now it seeks to shape a bit of the universe through you. It's as nefarious and unpleasant as the universe is nefarious and unpleasant. Its as generous and benevolent as the universe is generous and benevolent. And, most importantly, its as powerful as all reality. But it needs you. It chose you, either because you, in this instance, are special or because you were special in a past life."

"Now the thing to remember is...you hold power as well. You, Emily Littleton, hapless human, hold the power to shape your Atman simply by will of it being with you. You're decisions and choices affect it as much as it affects you."

And here he pauses, tensing his lips and knitting his eyebrows together.

"You remember when you asked me about...Marauders?"

[Emily Littleton] She listened. Emily listened to him in the way that only scholars of Faith and students of the Universe could listen to a tale of Creation (Genesis). She listens while he wraps a familiar hymn around an unfamiliar tongue, ties it up in trappings that call to hear, and makes the whole thing easier to unfurl again in her mind. She does not watch him while he talks, instead focusing on a spot a little behind him, a little above his shoulder. Emily listens with the full weight of her attention: mind, body and soul.

Perhaps he can see a little why an Atman would choose her. There are many things hidden behind her plain exterior, many things that may influence the choice to Awaken or might, in time, move mountains.

"Now that I can understand," she says, and while it is meant to be light and somewhat reverent the words come out as breathy and a bit distracted. It is there, though, the nascent Reverence building in her pattern and strengthening with each Awakened day. There is a remote fondness to her features, an abstraction as she turns away from something higher to the question of those who have Fallen.

"... Yes. I do." And it is gone, the reverence, the Faith. She is just a girl standing beside him too near to campus, talking about the stuffs of faerie tales and magic.

[Wharil Choc] "A Marauder is what happens when one of us goes mad. Not just mad, but completely batshit crazy. They're literally trapped in their own insane reality, cut off from everything else. What's worse is, after a while, their Atman begins to warp to match that world. It goes crazy as well. And when the Marauder dies, if it ever does, the next incarnation is just as messed up because that madness goes along with it.

"The same is true for a Nephandus. That's when one of us serves...well, to avoid another overly long explanation lets just call them 'The forces of darkness' if you don't mind. Their Atman's can become blood thirsty, vicious, and completely depraved, and drive the mage to follow suit."

"So, You can see why its equally important for you to put your foot down when the time is right. Trust in your Atman. Follow where it guides. But keep your wits about you."

[Emily Littleton] "So... I'm responsible now, not only for my own well-being, but also for the relative sanity of the force of creation coupled to my soul. And should I venture into paths unknown, I might corrupt a painfully powerful entity for all time's sake?"

Emily looked to him for confirmation of this much. He could, perhaps, understand why it was a bit much to swallow in one sitting. At least all the loose threads and impromptu lessons of the past months were coming together into a cohesive plan. Unfortunately it sounded a lot like the cliche: With great power comes great responsibility.

[Wharil Choc] "Yup!" He says cheerily. "Don't worry, its not as bad as it might seem. I've been doing it for twelve years now, and I'm perfectly fine. You will be too, I promise.

"Okay, now here's the good news. The cleaning that I've been doing this weekend? Its so we can get back into that safe spot that i spoke to you and Enid about. It should be safe to go to, except for the smell, so we can meet there next time and work on you actually interacting with your Atman."

[Emily Littleton] Her expression pinched a little, and Emily's arms unwrapped from her middle finally. She looked at her hands, as if she was seeing something in or on them that was not there any more. Discomfitted, she tried to push the feeling back and away, tried to find something else to focus on as she picked up her coffee cup again and took a long sip.

Strangely, Emily makes no effort to hide the transgression of these dark emotions across her features. Perhaps she is less mindful of that deception around him now, or after a pleasant weekend.

"That would be the Chantry, right?" she asked, with an unusual burr to her tone. Emily had put a few things together, by talking to several people, by asking a lot of pointed questions. Just like this one.

[Wharil Choc] He'd said it all as a positive. They had a place now. Somewhere they could meet and teach and learn. Somewhere safe. Emily's reaction was the opposite of what he'd expressed, and his cheer falls away with it.

"Yes. The Chantry. Why, what's wrong with it?"

[Emily Littleton] "..." The quiet was her first response. Emily knew something, something that he hadn't expected her to know or recall. The levity was gone. The Reverence was gone. Something solemn, pained, and quietly scared remained in its stead.

"You got all of that cleaned up? Over the weekend?" She looked down at her hands again, made a small nauseated face at her coffee and set it aside.

[Wharil Choc] He sighs at that, leaning back onto the bench and re-discovering his coffee.

"Yeah well." He says in between sips. "Somebody had to. I'd forgotten. You kinda...saw all that, didn't you?"

[Emily Littleton] "I saw enough," she said with a little shrug. Emily rolled her shoulders, hunching forward a little. It made her seem smaller, somehow. Diminished. And she was slight to begin with.

She let the silence stretch out between them like taffy, pulling back into herself for a while. Unfocused. And then, when she couldn't bear to stand like that in the cold and the quiet, Emily spoke up abruptly. "So, I ... suppose I should be going."

It seemed like the appropriate thing to say, now that she'd run aground something she didn't really want to discuss again. And Wharil had grown quiet. There was too much quiet here for just two people.

[Wharil Choc] Another pronounced, almost frustrated sigh.

"Emily." He starts, but doesn't seem to know where to go from there. Wharil shakes his head, and nods toward her, but otherwise looks away.

"Thanks for the coffee. And I was serious about the contact thing. I'd say take your time and think about it, but...I think you might be on somebody else's schedules right now."

[Emily Littleton] "Kage and I always have something, tea or cocoa or cider, when we talk. I thought it might be nice," she said, about the coffee. Hinting again that she was feeling her way through the community with more than just him. Her voice was warmer now, and a little compassionate.

"... What do you mean by someone else's schedule? My Av--Atman's?" She corrected her vocabulary halfway through the more familiar word to be the one that Wharil had chosen instead.

[Wharil Choc] He nods, still not getting up to leave. She would probably leave him here, and in some romantic fairytale notion he would stay there forever until he was forgotten. In less romantic terms he'd probably just finish his coffee before walking to the nearest trashcan.

"It wants something from you, obviously. And it's not afraid to drive you. Unless you find out what it wants li ke I said, it'll only get worse."

[Emily Littleton] "It was pretty straightforward about that, to be utterly frank," she said, with an edge of irritation to her voice that he may or may not pick up. The Britishness was worming its way back to the forefront of her tone, becoming more noticeable now that they had strayed back to upsetting topics.

"It does not like that all I've learned in two months' time is vocabulary." She said it flatly, like she was reporting something to him. It was stripped of her own emotions as much as possible, and perhaps that was telling enough for him. "But it bothers me, the way it pushes. And the Chantry bothers me, because I carried bodies to someone's trunk there. And the thought of combining the two is a little too much for me right this moment."

Irritated gave way to blatant frustration. Emily's fingers tightened around the paper cup, threatened to deform it in her frustration.

"Excuse me for not wanting to hurry right into all of that, alone, again, just yet."

There came a pause, a heavy sigh, and Emily reached up to press the fingertips of one hand into the little indentation of her temple. Her hand shook, slightly. She willed back the fear masquerading as anger, trying to shove it down some place where it wouldn't seethe out at Wharil again.

"Unless, of course, there's a way to have a civilized chat with these Atman... Atmen? And then, in another setting, perhaps I'll try."

[Wharil Choc] It occurs to him, as well, to lash out. To tell her to suck it up and go off on a tirade about the amount of dead bodies he's had to stuff into someone's trunk, or furnace, or acid bath, or deteriorate with nothing more than his will.

He sips his coffee instead.

"Atman. You pick the setting, I'll show you how."

[Emily Littleton] "Fine," she says, and the word is imbued with all of its usual feminine connotations. It does not mean fine in that tone of voice, not when voiced with that look in her eyes, or that set to her jaw or any of the myriad of conflicting cues. It is an acknowledgement of some sort, and a promise in some way, but unless Wharil is particularly well versed in the subtleties of angry women he is unlikely to unravel what Emily's particular inflection of Fine might mean.

"I'll call you," she adds, leaving it at that. Perhaps there was more to that thought, but she will not give it voice. There's a moment, for parting remarks if he might make them, and then the Apprentice turns -- not quite on her heel, not quite proudly or haughtily -- to make her exit. Somewhere nearby a trash bin is the unwitting recipient of an angrily discarded take away cup. Further away yet a door or three on campus is unceremoniously slammed shut behind her.

Fine, she has said, but Emily is anything but.

[Wharil Choc] Wharil only sighs as she storms off. If he thought ill of it, or if he was expecting more from it, he didn't let on. Or he tried not to, anyway. His silence, and his letting her go without question, might have been illustration enough.

At least, he thought, the coffee was a nice touch. He finished it there, staring out beyond the throngs of people. And stayed there. Forever. Until he was forgotten.